You never saw the tears
You saw my upturned face
With glances to impress
My comments made just for your ears
Every action I had assessed
You never saw the tears
You never saw the tears
But my thoughts you gathered with gluttony
And your thoughts became my sustenancy
You never saw the tears
Of loss
Of failure
Of hate
For you never saw my tears
Yearning for your coming back this way
Listening for your voice my word to say
That you never saw
Nights awaiting, acrying, debating
Wondering, dying, fearing, just…fraying
You never saw those tears
You, simply went
You, simply continued!
How?!
But YOU did
And I died…but lived again
I died…rose with strength regained
And now live, and choose, and flourish
Better…still only girl
Wiser…will forever learn until
More me
Because of the tears you didn’t see